skip to main |
skip to sidebar
You Think That I Don't Care.
Gods Honest Truth?...
I Don't.
Not About Who Your With Anyway.
But About You
Of Course!
Even The Things You Say And Do.
Don't Believe Me?
Here's The Facts...
I Still Sleep With Your Bear Every Night. [Charlie]
He's Become A Part Of Me Just Like You Did.
He's The Only Thing Left To Remember You By.
All Though I Did Find One Of Your Shirts
Just The Other Day.
I'm Surprised The Sent Is Still There.
I Find Myself Smelling It Every Now And Then
Just To Remind Myself Of How Good You Smelt.
The Sent Of Your Cologne;
Moms Fabric Softener From The Dryer.
Its All Still There
Sunk Into Every Little Stitch.
I Love The Way I Feel When I Breath It All It.
Its So Sensational!
I Miss It.
The Cross Necklace You Gave Me...
The One With the Purple Stones...
I Wear It Everyday.
Never Take It Off
It's Engraved Into My Neck
And It Will Through Out My Life.
Its Ahhmazing How Much I Remember
[It Sometimes Throws Me Back]
The First "Gift" You Ever Gave Me...
The Rock Shaped As A Heart.
I'll Never Forget That Day
Or How Good You Made Me Feel.
Its Mind Boggling How Something THAT Wonderful
Can Be Real!
Still Not Convinced That I Care More Than You KnowThen I Guess My Time Was Waisted
And You'll Never Understand
So I Guess I'll Just Grab Charlie
And Snuggle Up In Bed
I Love You, You Jerk!
Get That Through Your Head!Love,Cupids Survivor
Ok so...me & and myy best friend have been goingg through hell & back with our ex's forr a while now. A year& a half for myy friend & her ex. and 4 years forr me & my ex. And Iv finalyy had enough! We have seen each otherr cry our heart outt, hurt ourselfs, & made ourselfs outsidders forr too long. & overr what? A Guyy!?!
All girls say thatt they would justt once like to find a guyy thatt is sweet, careing, & trusting. Well let me tell youu, theres a 25 in a 100% chance thatt we will ever find a guy like thatt. & if anyy of youu do...considerr yourselves luckyerr than most girls. We all wantt a guy that is trusting & has faith in us. Butt they dontt. & they never will. Cause thats what theyy thrive on. Its actualyy kind of funny...My friend and I were the 2 strongest girls in ourr school. [Mentalyy of corse] We stand up for who we are & whatt we believe is right. We were independant! Yet we both lett a boyy [cuz thats whatt they are, justt boys nothing special] tare down walls we worked so hardd to build. Whyy? It makes no sence. We always said thatt we would never gett too close to a guyy, so young, cause we saw whatt it did to ourr parents and/or friends. Butt we still lett our guards down forr the firstt guy thatt said "I Love You".
It sucks. We understand thatt highschool & teenage life is sapposed to be filled with drama, catfights, boyys, & heartace. I guess youu could call itt nature...butt this is just down rightt rediculous! & Im nott doing it anymore!
Our ex's think thatt just cause theyy are the firstt guys we actualy LOVED, theyy can justt walk all over us, break our hearts over& over againn, insult us& putt us down, make us feel like shitt, & in the end we'll go running back to them the second theyy say, "Im sorry baby, I Love You" NO! Sorry boyys but, thats nott the way it works. Not anymore. This is so overr. No more, "Im sorrys". No more, "Please dont leave me". No more, "But I Love You!". NO MORE!!! Its done! Its over! & we've hadd enough!
Forr the first time in years, we are finalyy takeing back thatt indapendance that we hadd before youu. No woman should EVER relyy on a man. Thats demeaning & eww. & ladies, neverr seconed guess yourself. Cause then youu end up where youu started, & thats nott a place where youu want to be. Trustt me!Love,Cupids Survivor
